Happy 15th Birthday PohWenNi! My dearest sister!(:
somehow i miss my classmate. they go through almost everything with me.
and i am going to catch up with them tonight! it going to be awesome i promised(:
Merry X'mas(:

Had been meeting up with my darlings girl but still i didn't get to see ferlyn baby.
christmas is coming coming! santa claus, can you please get me a french connection watch &a itouch. i will love you to bits and pieces man!
life is all about workingchillingslackingcrappingshoppingsupperstayover(:
when it is over, it really meant over and i mean it.

Finally i get myself two top from gap today.
going back to get more stuff yea.
compeitionfriendlyworkchilloutstayover is what i do nowadays.
chercy came over to find me yesterday night and i had a great time spending my entire night with her. heart-to-heart talk and nonsense. stay strong girl. i am just 8digits away. love you.

Blog is dusty, i know.
nowaday work is indeed killing. compeition on the other hand.
rushing over for compeition after work ended. work in town and compeition is held in jurong west sport hall. nice want. totally turned me off. didn't club for this week because i promised not to.
stayoverchillatbuangkokworktrainingcompeition is my routine.
i meet the same person each and everyday.
imissmydarlings! bridgetchercykellykevynjoanferlynpriscillakokleongvincentjiawei
i will see them very very soon okay ! time files fast till i didn't see them for nearly a month?
i will meet you guys up after i am done with my compeition and less days of works alright darlings!

I am awake awake awake already (:
going to prepare and off to downtown to catch 2012 with my daddy and youngest sister.
loving right ? LOLS ! because i seriously have nothing better to do now.
alright , needed to prepared already.

meet j last night at my house downstair then over to his place.
stay at linger till 5.30am , bus over to plaza and meet up with - for breakfast.
over to - place afterward. back homesweethome at noon.
heading to town for interview later on. wish me many luck yeas.


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after interview over to one of the bookstores in plaza sing.
stroll around looking for book and browse through it.
i stay there looking at books for an hour plus , cool !
- came afterward. starbuck to chill out , wenli , priscilla and xinhua came over.
linger and dinner at foodcourt , back homesweethome afterward.
i am a good girl tonight ! :D time check , 2.45am .

Prom night was great ! (:
boy are so handsome , girl are so pretty !
reaching the end , prom night turn into clubbing session.
with dancefloor and music , make us go high high high but heel seriosuly kill !
afterward cab over to phuture and meet up with other.
saw darren inside , this time round i am super awake, yesterday wasn't really a great night ?
my leg ache like hell. cab over to - place afterward. home at evening time.
aww , i miss my schoolmate. i miss yesterday night !

homesweethome (:
daddy called so prepared and off to great world city for interview.
afterward over to bugis to get my stuff , while waiting i went over book store to look through books.
homesweethome afterward. i am working just right beside weekiat shop.
meaning i have people to company me for meal and transport ! thumb up ! :D
alright , i am heading to woodland to get some stuff from my uncle place.
see , is WOODLAND ! the journey seriously sucks ! any kind soul want to company me ?



EDITED !
time check , 4.40am.
i am still fully awake ! why is that so ? i don't know.
just finish watching shows. gosh ! i am like so into taiwan shows nowadays.
nope. should say all along uhs ! as long as i find it nice , love it , i will watch.
aright. i need to try to get some sleep already. sudden crave for mac now but i doubt i have the ability to eat it ? haven't been having a real meal for many days . no ideas why , i feel hungry but when i see food , i am full and don't feel like eating ):
prom night tomorrow and party afterward. spell the word GREATTTTTTTT !

homesweethome.
- place for stayover yesterday night.
watch saw 6 and i fall asleep afterward. wake up in the late afternoon.
rot and back homesweethome during evening time <3

training in the morning till afternoon totally drained my energy away !
is totally , i am left half dead in the court ? afterward bath there and train to town alone.
did my shopping for prom night stuff , after walking for 2-3hours , i finally get what i want.
over to taka to give kevyn a surprise.
went over and meet - . walked around and bus over to yishun then back homesweethome.
we went tour around singapore today (:
alright. i am heading over to - place soon. got to catch the last train.

time check , 3.20am (:
yet i am still here blogging where in fact i should be in my lala land.
but somehow just can't get to sleep.
but traininfg at 8am tomorrow ): maybe i am not going to sleep and straight to training later on ?
i had been skipping meals for like 4 to 5 days.
and i don't even eat a proper meal at all or rather i didn't eat any of it
today is sat sat sat but i am at home rotting where i should be in phuture partying ):
but for the sake of training , i stay at home.
monday zirca underage party , should i go ? shall see my mood.

phuture on wed . - place for stayover afterward.
wenli chalet at night and -place for stayover after chalet.
hit town in the evening with wenquan and one more girl.
catch astro boy , thumb upupup ! Chalet afterward and homesweethome at 1plus.
i spend almost my daily life with the same person.

O level is over , that mean party time start now ! (:
finally , i am graduated from being a seondary school students.
no more uniform. it sound great right ?
going to catch some sleep and had my havoc time later on.
oh , ya. J and I had already sort thing out. clear out.
I and him will only be good friend be it now or future. nothing more than that.
Finally it is sort out, no more doubt or unsecured feeling.
decided to let go , no more turning back. we both agreed.
sort of a great relieved for me. because had been confuse about it all this while.
alright , i am back to who i am but not really ? i don't know (:
but one thing for sure i know. i competely let go of you , of us , of our relationship :D

Now is already 4.30am in the morning and i am here blogging.
no ideas why , just can't get to sleep and i had to wake up as early as 8am later on to head to school for chinese lesson. thing flashing though my mind. had some heart to heart talk with.
he is somehow indeed right , i should talk thing out with j , no point dragging. we had been dragging for almost 6month till now we are actually , in fact still dragging on. i know both us find it hard to let go , i believe he do still love me and so do i , yes, i do care for him and i believe he do care for me too.but there is alway something in between everything so we do have to talk thing out once and for all. if not , if this carry on. it seriously don't do the both of us good at all. i hate seeing you being like how i used to be after our break up. it do break my heart to see that.because still there is feeling.
and yes. i want a straight answer for everything.

rot at home for the whole afternoon .
over to rivervale plaza for study session with usual people.
train back home with glen.
out of sudden i feel empty, where is j ?

yesterday hit town for movie during evening time.
afterward walked around and waited for wenquan&co to come.
bus over to zouk , went to phuture.
yesterday was a great great night uhs. fucking high up in the sky.
many of them KO ! rivervale plaza afterward and **** walked me homesweethome.

ChompChomp for supper with weekiat and jasper last night .
anthony house downstair to chill afterward .
jasper drive me homesweethome at 3am :D
i am heading out soon soon soon for movie !
how long had i last watch a movie in a threate ?
mahjong session later on !

I didn't deleted my past post . couldn't bear to ):
so i save it up in other link and make a new blog here :D
memory are meant to be kept to rewind but not to go backward.
running with lewis later on. biology paper for tomorrow is okay.
surprise catch me. night is still long. program are on the way (: