Life is like a labyrinth

time check , 3.20am (:
yet i am still here blogging where in fact i should be in my lala land.
but somehow just can't get to sleep.
but traininfg at 8am tomorrow ): maybe i am not going to sleep and straight to training later on ?
i had been skipping meals for like 4 to 5 days.
and i don't even eat a proper meal at all or rather i didn't eat any of it
today is sat sat sat but i am at home rotting where i should be in phuture partying ):
but for the sake of training , i stay at home.
monday zirca underage party , should i go ? shall see my mood.