Study session with darling girls today. Am still thinking if I should go over Kelly place now or wait for first bus? Sigh!

Had been meeting up Kelly like everyday and my
girls. Stayover at kelly place last night then over to bugis in the late afternoon with Kelly Chercy and bridget. We all got the same tops and short! How cool right! Hah! Saybing came to fetch B so she left us early. Head over to starbuck to chitchat alittle then train back to sengkang. Saw kevyn and her boyfriend at kopitiam square. Went over to chitchat with Bridget parent and she came with saybing afterward. We left at 11plus then bus home. Going to ctch first bus to meet Kelly for breakfast then over to qi place in the noon! How cooooool!

Currently at Kelly place. Came over to stayover last night. We munch on nuggets together while watching shows and uploading of photo. Heading to bugis later on with my usual girls yea. Seeing darling Boy in the night for stayover. How nice or awesome
can it be!

Well don't complain that my blog got no photo for all readers or perhaps no one is reading only myself, but FYI all photo are upload in my facebook. Just for home from butter, lucky me are still standing strong after blowing 10sec of martell and many jugs of alochol. Sad to say I survive bbg. But still great thank to Ferlyn kevyn Bridget Connie KokLeong bunny Henry Ivan louis for making the effort to be down. Thank Chercy for the birthday treat. Meeting my darling boy tomorrow night. More catch up alright. Time for bed. Goodnight.

AMK to get citi card done and company Bridget to get her stuff done with Kelly. Over to Kelly place for mahjong and home in the dawn. I am still so awake and not sleepy so please tell me how am I suppose to survive through the night at butter later in? Anw qi was telling me how long had we actually ton together? We both remember is on her 17th birthday is the last time? Kind of miss the old days much. Got to replenish my energy for lunch with Chercy and kevyn later and butter in the night. Goodnight earth.

Just awake. Was partying on last sat and again thing alway just so concidence to actually see him over there. Everyday I just the same things happening so not much different. Meeting up with my girls for study gossiping crapping eating. Went rebel on wed night with qi herny Conny Priscilla Wenli. Thank Conny baby for the cake alright. I love it much. Thank to Conny, she light the candle and made me sat all alone in the mac table myself and blow the candle out. Went in rebel and out in like 5mins and cab over to phuture. Again I am not feeling an happy at all. But still thank for the effort darlings for coming even with you got to wake up in the morning. Ajisen with Kelly and kevyn for my birthday and thank for the birthday cake sweety including Bridget.

A long night and I am missing you baby. I am sorry for those harsh word I said J, I just don't want to give you fasle hope and don't wanna keep dragging the time longer, the longer it is the worse thing gonna get. You and me know very well what is in my mind now. Everything is just too late. I am sorry. You deserve better. Went party on sat to see G and yes he is really there. But eventually in his mind I went because I am a party animal but the fact is I wanna see him that explain why I am there but I think he not gonna to get this because I am tired of repeating this while in him is that I party because I can't stop it. I do really hope just one day he gonna know my effort. Which explain why now when he said I party I don't wanna explain anymore because the more I explain the lore he gonna think I am finding excuse to cover up my mistakes so the best thing is he find out himself one day. I will see you soon alright G! More stayover and meetup for us. Birthday in 2days time but yet no happy feeling this year. How bad can this be?

Thinking if I should party today but I promise G not to party again. Sigh. But I don't really feel good. Thin had been pretty mess up for idk why and I never expect it to be. Stayover at G place during thrus is such a nice night. I am gald that he somehow became part of mine life now. I miss everything that happen between us. Be it good or bad. I miss every single things of it darling. I meet J over at his place last night . I meet you because I treat you as my best friend that explain why when you need my company I will be there for you. I hope you can get over it and find someone better alright. Everything is just too late. I don't have that feeling anymore. I am sorry.

Back to blogger! I stop partying for weeks till last Friday I step into my homeground like again and the best part is I totally stonned there? Left early and reach home at 4plus. Guilty for telling eye candy that I am home and not partying. No next time. I promise. Bridget birthday celebration last night over at kbox, I am sorry for leaving early. Is a blast last night over at kbox! Photo are all up on facebook. Coming sat going to hit homeground with finally with all those babes I had yet see for a long time. First date with eye candy tomorrow! So looking forward too and best part is he gonna partying today. Birthday in 8days time, how great can that be but at the same day bad thing is happening too. How concidence thing can be? I hope you would be fine. That will be my birthday wish.

Helloooooo!
Back on my blogger! Didn't party for like weeks? But it seem to be like for month? I miss my homeground like real lot! Going to hit the dancefloor this weekend? Going to change back my lifestyle like how it suppose to be. I detest changing and doing thing which I know is impossible anymore. Been meeting up with my girls this few days and husband had been texting me this few days. He still sweet as before! That so nice! Grastic head stomach had Bren giving me lot of problem this few days. No appetite at all. Ate like a meal for 2days and vomit out? Like shitty feeling only.

Back home now. Didn't sleep since Sunday 4pm till now. Had been hooked up with shows all day. Home at sunday night and watch show online till dawn then prepare and over to pasir ris to meet buddy for breakfast and talks then over to buddy place for shows. Buddy went to sleep and I watch shows for the whole day till night then cab over to another J place and he drive me homesweethome afterward. I going to hooked myself up on lappy later for shows later on! Goodnight people.

Friday night is over at phuture with only girls. Again there is alway fights. But who cares right? Hah! G is again over there too. Afterward over to G place because indeed I really still miss and wanna see him so yahs I did a stayover at his place and home in the afternoon. Back home prepare and off to another J place. Talk and upload photo afterward movie at ehub then over to Wenli place to delivery her mac. Over to G place afterward for stayover. We talk for the whole night about everything and yes I still love him this much. Left his place at the evening time, over to compass to meet baby B and her boyfriend then cab over to xinhua place. Do talking with her and indeed what she say do make sense but. Watch the human centidpe. Is damn gosh okay! And another J came to pick me up and send me home afterward. Watch show for the whole night and now going to prepare and meet buddy up
for breakfast and talking at his place. Goodbye earthing.

Morning earthing! Time check. 0745am. KL dear birthday celebration last night is fabulous. Well woke up late and lucky another J came over to fetch me over. Pastamania as dinner and cut cake over there. Kbox over at VIP room afterward! Is like damn great okay! Hah! Beer sing wii surf net finger guessing and stuff. Cab home with Chercy afterward. Actually intend to meet up with MG buddy but I last minutes back out due to too many of beer making me feel unwell. Favourite boy call and talk with me till i got home. That sound great isn't it? Goodnight earth! Got to be up at 0130 later for interview with Wenli and zouking tonight sum up the word awesome!"

Back home. Movie with another J and saw Lilian and people over at cine. We happen to catch the same show at the same timing in the same place! Hah! No partying for this week because I am being a good girl of someone! Hah! Afterward alittle supper and back to another J place for shows again. Cab home afterward. Going to meet J for mac breakfast now! Going to prepare and well birthday celebration for KL dear late with awesome ladies and gentleman! Going to get prepare now! J is whinning that he is hungry! Hah! Photo will be upload on facebook!

Hey everyone! I am currently on the bus back home! Time check 0745am now. Saw baby Kelly at bus! She is on her way to school and I am on my way back home to sleep! Hah! Mahjong session at Wenli place with Xinhua and other J. after club and back home. Sat night steamboat and movie with my awesome girl and meeting of another J afterward. Over to his place and then Wenli place afterward. Sunday over to airport to send iris off then amk for supper with Wenli and jeff then back to sengkang, another J came to pick me and over to Ben house for world cup and back to another J place for stayover. Evening he drove me back
home.

Phuture last night with girls. G is over there too and went again I cried. Shit this but well afterall I am fine in awhile time. Big thing happen last night. Be it in the dancefloor or outside club. Oh yea and I actually went into a fight with a damn big size guy in the dancefloor? WTF! Hah! But who care? Other J came over and waited for me outside phuture and get me back home afterward. Awesome plan with awesome girl later! Spell the word great okay!

Currently at @wennli house. Stayover to watch my drama show. Other J came over just now and just left only. Time check 0820am now and I am not yet asleep yet. Hah! Ladies night with @ohfriday and co is awesome with other J joining me too! And my eye candy! Hah! Well mac breakfast afterward and back to @wennli place. Tonight going to hit our homeground again with darlings! Sat was planned and well done with my awesome babys! I thought of getting other J to join in too! Hah! Shall see how it goes! Mess up with other plan now!

Heyhey! Back to blogger! Powerhouse last week with my darling girls spell awesome. Like after so long I finally got the chance to party with my girls. J is over there too so we cab back home together afterward. Last wed i saw other J over at powerhouse too. It seem like powerhouse or perhaps club become a place for ex gathering uhs! I know it is abit ridiculous but it is like so true can. People who read my Twitter will get what I mean yea. Hah! Brought doggy back to my place yesterday night and he was like damn hyper can which make me sleepless for the whole night and I brought it over to another J house to play with his dog in the afternoon time. Over to Wenli house for steamboat with co and mahjong session. Patrick drive me homesweethome afterward. Thank alot. I am going to hit my homeground later night! Goodnight! Anw daddy is heading to oversea. Happy trip and presents okay!

helloooooooo!
phuture 3times a week!
nightlife every single day! connie is heading to phuture with me this coming wed!
but i am damn sure kevyn is only using her mouth but not action so fuck her! hah!
and yea, now i am over at my buddy house for stayover with connie and alan.
goodbyeeeeee!

Time check. 6am.
just can't get to sleep, going over baby house later.
IT fair later on, i am going to get my camera yea!
well , thing had been going up and down. unstable, unpredictable, unexpected, unknowning, unable to foretell, unable to prevent. but well at least i know there is solutions for every obstacle.am
many of my classmate is celebrating their 18th birthday at chalet and well this year i should be going pasir ris frequently then but i am moving to woodland in 3days time):

back from genting trip. it is awesomefabulousgreathappyfun.
back to reailty. just finish getting myself enroll into english lesson.
planning to retake english math and poa because mummy want me to retake poa.
baby and study is my priority(:

CNY was a great. with laughter filled thoughout the days.
get to saw those who i only get to see once a year or perhaps twice.
get my pay already and well at last i get my posb card done.
valentine day was great to spend with this baby of mine this year.
thank for the flower and watch. much love <3
many more down the road yea.

FUCK YOU BASTARD.
can you kindly just stop stalking me. i don't think i am like kind of close or related to you.
my previous few post is kind of obvious that i am talking about you but you don't seem to get it uhs fat pig. kind of obvious enough for you already? i think so.
you don't have to go around saying about it because it got nothing to do with you,
so shut the fuck up Fatty!
every mood is totally spoilt. SPOILT!

CNY is coming(:
moneymoneymoney rolling in my pocket. great(:
camelia house for her advance birthday celebration.
baby give me half of his winning money over there. great!
genting trip with baby soon soon soon at 24 25 26 of feb! can't wait. can't wait!!!!!

past few day had been working.
i had been having the same shift with kelly like almost everyday and it is great!
we slackcrapseatlaughjokes together.
chalet with baby for the last weekend. working for like 4 to 5 day per weeks.
save up the money for genting trip with my dearest babyyyyyy on march!
OMG! i can' wait man!!!!!!!

Swimming with baby in the afternoon today and over to my house afterward.
spell the word exhausted but well exercise is good for health.
i am going to hit my bed now right after this post.
manymany planning with baby ahead. genting , flyer , zoo , wildwildwet!
new year is coming. money is rolling in my pocket.
sum up. spell the word awesome!

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watch the spy next door with baby at plaza sing.
spell the word awesome(:
it is alway so great to spend my everyday with baby(:

away from club for 1month. GREAT!
2chalet in a row on friday and saturday, celestine birthday and april farewell.
great night spend with company of baby and friends.
i saw william,jason,daryl,darren,mike,alfred,celeste,jennifer,lihan,shiyi,jonathan,adam,junheng,yongsoon and many many more. it alway feel so great to catch up old times with your schoolmate.
but wellwell there is alway every ending for good times and bad times.
we drink and play. some act like a joker when they are drunk, that funny(:
sum up the chalet. spell the word AWESOME!
going to prepare and meet baby up for movie movie movie!(:

get back my o level result. is a shit okay. shit.
anw i had been wasting my time on nothing.
wellwell. there are some stalker who love viewing what i write and voice out proudly.
you jolly well know who you are. if you didn't then don't assume that i am talking about you.
but if you feel guilty then maybe you are just the person i am talking about.
stalking my blog and voicing out doesn't make you look good or perhaps much better?
so i don't see a point of you stalking and voicing out to me what i wrote here.
because i don't see a need and can't be bother anw.
because it simply just wasting my time entertaining you stalker!
those who know me well should know who am i talking about or perhaps only baby know it.
mood isn't any better for me for this past few days. perhaps the next past few weeks too.
2010 isn't any better, perhaps more worse than 2009?
A new start of new with all shit popping out non-stop. what the hell is this?
i seriously need a break for everything.

Back to blog like finally.
Started this year with a bad start i suppose.
but well. it is indeed over and i guess i do overcome it by taking things easy now.

i learn manymany thing throughout 2009. i learn to grow and think.

it is true that 2009 is indeed a bad year for me and almost everyone.

but the start of 2010 is indeed the worst i ever had before for this 17years.

but well i am not going to screwed my life like what i do last year.

and i come to this conclusion, let nature take it course. i will see thing easy.

But i am gald to have this girls that stand by me.
2009 i had a great time know priscilla,xinhua&wenli.
i bond with felicia and sheila is closer. we share almost everything between us.
thank for being there to heard me rant.craps.nonsense.
still i stay close with my 6darling girls. bridgetchercykellykevynferlynjoan.
thank for this past 5years. there is indeed conflict between us but still we overcome it everytime.
i want to say i am great to have this bunch of schoolmate with me throughout my secondary school journey. you guys indeed make this journey so wonderful.
i miss my training during secondary school. those training i had in school with my teammates.
we fought hard to wins matches. train hard till our body aches like hell but still we stat together and craps no matter how tough training is. i had a great time with my partner cameliasim. we quarrel almost every set of match but still we ended our conflict very soon. we had a great bond as a teams and i indeed miss our training times alot!
i know this is indeed a very wordy post but still i want to thank all this people for everything(: