Life is like a labyrinth

Thinking if I should party today but I promise G not to party again. Sigh. But I don't really feel good. Thin had been pretty mess up for idk why and I never expect it to be. Stayover at G place during thrus is such a nice night. I am gald that he somehow became part of mine life now. I miss everything that happen between us. Be it good or bad. I miss every single things of it darling. I meet J over at his place last night . I meet you because I treat you as my best friend that explain why when you need my company I will be there for you. I hope you can get over it and find someone better alright. Everything is just too late. I don't have that feeling anymore. I am sorry.