Study session with darling girls today. Am still thinking if I should go over Kelly place now or wait for first bus? Sigh!

Had been meeting up Kelly like everyday and my
girls. Stayover at kelly place last night then over to bugis in the late afternoon with Kelly Chercy and bridget. We all got the same tops and short! How cool right! Hah! Saybing came to fetch B so she left us early. Head over to starbuck to chitchat alittle then train back to sengkang. Saw kevyn and her boyfriend at kopitiam square. Went over to chitchat with Bridget parent and she came with saybing afterward. We left at 11plus then bus home. Going to ctch first bus to meet Kelly for breakfast then over to qi place in the noon! How cooooool!

Currently at Kelly place. Came over to stayover last night. We munch on nuggets together while watching shows and uploading of photo. Heading to bugis later on with my usual girls yea. Seeing darling Boy in the night for stayover. How nice or awesome
can it be!

Well don't complain that my blog got no photo for all readers or perhaps no one is reading only myself, but FYI all photo are upload in my facebook. Just for home from butter, lucky me are still standing strong after blowing 10sec of martell and many jugs of alochol. Sad to say I survive bbg. But still great thank to Ferlyn kevyn Bridget Connie KokLeong bunny Henry Ivan louis for making the effort to be down. Thank Chercy for the birthday treat. Meeting my darling boy tomorrow night. More catch up alright. Time for bed. Goodnight.

AMK to get citi card done and company Bridget to get her stuff done with Kelly. Over to Kelly place for mahjong and home in the dawn. I am still so awake and not sleepy so please tell me how am I suppose to survive through the night at butter later in? Anw qi was telling me how long had we actually ton together? We both remember is on her 17th birthday is the last time? Kind of miss the old days much. Got to replenish my energy for lunch with Chercy and kevyn later and butter in the night. Goodnight earth.

Just awake. Was partying on last sat and again thing alway just so concidence to actually see him over there. Everyday I just the same things happening so not much different. Meeting up with my girls for study gossiping crapping eating. Went rebel on wed night with qi herny Conny Priscilla Wenli. Thank Conny baby for the cake alright. I love it much. Thank to Conny, she light the candle and made me sat all alone in the mac table myself and blow the candle out. Went in rebel and out in like 5mins and cab over to phuture. Again I am not feeling an happy at all. But still thank for the effort darlings for coming even with you got to wake up in the morning. Ajisen with Kelly and kevyn for my birthday and thank for the birthday cake sweety including Bridget.

A long night and I am missing you baby. I am sorry for those harsh word I said J, I just don't want to give you fasle hope and don't wanna keep dragging the time longer, the longer it is the worse thing gonna get. You and me know very well what is in my mind now. Everything is just too late. I am sorry. You deserve better. Went party on sat to see G and yes he is really there. But eventually in his mind I went because I am a party animal but the fact is I wanna see him that explain why I am there but I think he not gonna to get this because I am tired of repeating this while in him is that I party because I can't stop it. I do really hope just one day he gonna know my effort. Which explain why now when he said I party I don't wanna explain anymore because the more I explain the lore he gonna think I am finding excuse to cover up my mistakes so the best thing is he find out himself one day. I will see you soon alright G! More stayover and meetup for us. Birthday in 2days time but yet no happy feeling this year. How bad can this be?

Thinking if I should party today but I promise G not to party again. Sigh. But I don't really feel good. Thin had been pretty mess up for idk why and I never expect it to be. Stayover at G place during thrus is such a nice night. I am gald that he somehow became part of mine life now. I miss everything that happen between us. Be it good or bad. I miss every single things of it darling. I meet J over at his place last night . I meet you because I treat you as my best friend that explain why when you need my company I will be there for you. I hope you can get over it and find someone better alright. Everything is just too late. I don't have that feeling anymore. I am sorry.

Back to blogger! I stop partying for weeks till last Friday I step into my homeground like again and the best part is I totally stonned there? Left early and reach home at 4plus. Guilty for telling eye candy that I am home and not partying. No next time. I promise. Bridget birthday celebration last night over at kbox, I am sorry for leaving early. Is a blast last night over at kbox! Photo are all up on facebook. Coming sat going to hit homeground with finally with all those babes I had yet see for a long time. First date with eye candy tomorrow! So looking forward too and best part is he gonna partying today. Birthday in 8days time, how great can that be but at the same day bad thing is happening too. How concidence thing can be? I hope you would be fine. That will be my birthday wish.